Yeah.

I mean... shit, it sounds kind of stupid now, but... Joel was gonna leave.

[The smile leaks away a little, but she pulls it back on.]

So I did the dumbest thing I could think of and stole one of the horses, and I rode off. I found this old farmhouse. Practically intact, you would've loved it. There was this bedroom. I guess it must have been for a girl our age.

... she had this diary. With one of those little useless locks, right? And I read it.

She was scared of all kinds of weird shit. Like dances. ... and having the right haircut. It was so weird.