everysecond | IC Voicemail

...Wait so I'm supposed to do what with this?

I guess I leave a message.

Hey, this is Rileyable Riley. Leave a message.

So does that work?

[ooc: Leave a message for her!]

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From:

everysecond

Well too fucking bad because you'll have to get people to stop giving a shit about you first or giving a shit about people in general. If you get to save people then they can save your ungrateful ass too.

[She glares at her.]

You sound like Joel and Marlene when they talk to me.

[Fuck holding back.]

What is your right to tell him he can't help when he has the ability to do it?

From:

tonsofpun

[She's so frustrated right now, she wants to yell at her, and this isn't even in person. They haven't fought like this in a long time, but it makes her remember all over again just how infuriating Riley can be when she's being stubborn.

The worst part is, Ellie is starting to realize that she's right, too.]

He doesn't have to.

[You didn't have to.]

From:

everysecond

No one fucking has to. Some people just want to, okay? Because thinking about other people happens.

[She actually points at Ellie's face on the screen.]

New rule. If no one is allowed to risk anything to save you then you can sit on your ass and watch when other people need you. If you wanna help them then show them some fucking respect and let them do the same for you when you need them.

From:

tonsofpun

[Riley won't even have to look at her eyes to know that she's made her point. Ellie goes very quiet, resting her bracelet on her lap. Her face is flushed, her freckles standing out.

Why is she fighting this so hard? She's never been the "hero" type, needing to save any stranger that comes along. Killua is a stranger, one of the many faceless people she's fighting to keep safe in this city. She's never even felt this much of a pull to protect the people in her own world. Being the cure is an abstract obligation.

She fights like hell, not because she wants to, but because she can't do any less. Even when she saw the fighting in her city, she never up and joined the Fireflies. It wasn't her battle. None of this was her battle until she got bitten, and then, suddenly, the world fell into her lap.

Riley was the one who changed her, who made her feel that she should fight, should make her own destiny, should make something of the two hands and the brain she'd been given to do something worth it.

Bringing the cure to the Fireflies, fighting in this war... she's doing it because she cares about making something better than this. Why shouldn't Killua, too? Who is she to say he shouldn't?

... and even so, there is that small, selfish part of her. The part that needs other people to be safe. Not so that they'll keep their lives, have futures... but because Ellie is so very lonely, and so very tired of death, and she's becoming more like Joel than she's ever realized.]

I just-

Fuck, Riley.

From:

everysecond

I told you. I get it. That doesn't give us the right to be dicks and say that we should have the right to fight then say other people shouldn't. He's not even a terrible person and he needs some fucking friends.

[Riley huffs a bit.]

Maybe you should get to know him and what he can do before you just tell him to sit on his ass while you save him.

From:

tonsofpun

[Ellie pulls a small face, reaching up to rub at her eyes and nose.]

I'll shut up about him being on the Strike Team, but he's kind of a dick.

From:

everysecond

So? You're a dick. I'm a dick. He's a dick. We're a pack of dicks.

From:

tonsofpun

That's what I'm saying.

I think I'm hitting my dick limit.

From:

everysecond

Yeah well. That's why you're a lesbian.

[She's irritated but she can still joke.]

From:

tonsofpun

[... and it gets Ellie to laugh. Riley is getting all the points this evening. Until she gets unsure.]

Am I? A lesbian?

From:

everysecond

Fine. You're Rileysexual. You're into anyone who is adorable, dark, and fucking annoying while the best person to ever fucking exist.

[Yeah. So there.]

From:

tonsofpun

That's scary specific.

[But fairly accurate.]

From:

everysecond

And true.

From:

tonsofpun

What does that make you?

Ellesbian?

From:

everysecond

[No. She's pissed. She won't smile.

She won't.

...fuck. Stop curling lips.]

Maybe...

From:

tonsofpun

[Yep, there it is.]

... I'm sorry I was a dick.

From:

everysecond

I guess I still like you anyway.

[Stupid lips betraying her like this.]

From:

tonsofpun

[Ellie grins at her. Still a little subdued. She's got a whole lot to think about. Mostly, she's just glad Riley is here to talk her through these things.]

... you like almost everybody.

From:

everysecond

Well, as long as a person isn't an asshole then they're pretty okay with me.

From:

tonsofpun

Maybe someday Joel will even let you like him.

From:

everysecond

[She snorts.]

Maybe when he's not an asshole that says shit about how I'd prank people by dropping fucking knives on them.

From:

tonsofpun

Wait, back up, what?

What?

From:

everysecond

A couple days ago Clem made a post of a prank she was doing. Joel replied and she told him I put her up to it. Whatever, I did.

But then he had the balls to say that at least she wasn't dropping knives on people and that it seemed like something I would do. Even if that's a joke, it's not fucking funny.